I think, given what I know of transgenderism (? and transsexuality, you're not either. For most people, (though I don't really know, and I'm not trans it's a really powerful dysphoria that begins very young. Every teenager feels a bit uncomfortable within their own skin, and gender expectation sucks, but that doesn't make you trans*, if that's what you were wondering. Of course, I also don't know you, so it'll have to be a determination you make yourself.