I'm so conflicted. I've gone back and forth on the line of casual sex. I started as a relationship only person, then got out of an abusive relationship, found my freedom and fucked for days. Then I got upset because I realised people only wanted me for sex and found myself loosing libido almost entirely. It takes emotional connection to be aroused and I'm back to being almost a prude about the idea. Also don't like masturbation or porn, but I can do it.